Friday, June 29, 2007 at 12:31 AM
HEY-LO (:Not feeling the best of me. Hmmm, some minor things seem to be bothering me la. But Im trying my best to leave it all with God and not to brood over it. Hopefully, I will forget about it =D Tmr's my Chinese Oral Exams and Im not worried about it anymore. Thanks to Cheejie's advice from Mr Song. After listening, I somehow felt at ease. & also listening to cia's feelings to it. Haha. She's so funny. Was chatting with her and she got really funny. (= It's nice talking to her. Love you Best Friend.
Anyway, I had a bad flu and it was making me groggy and tired. I got really restless during Mr Ong's lesson although before that, I was feeling super hyperactive even though there was the flu! Thank God it's soooo much better now. (: Before that, my eyes were watery and I wanted to go home and sleep but I couldnt, becos there was f&n stars! The lesson I enjoyed most was Chinese. Although there was so much on the topic of oral, but Mr Ong was really funny! He kept making me laugh! & I think he should really join Mediacorp for his good acting skills. He can play like 2 roles at a time. Hahaha. But soon, I felt really tired after laughing so much. Used alot of energy~ Haha.
& now, it seems like before I want to speak, I would think if saying this would be right or wrong. I thought hard and although some things were really too much, & I think I should comment on it, I chose not to. I believe it will only make matters worse and of course I will only talk when I need to. Trying my best not to be judgemental too. I tend to do that sometimes, but I cut down alot! (: Thank God for it again!
Somehow, from some things I hear, I feel that some people are really very foolish. Im not scolding them for it but I feel the unworth of them because they dont cherish themselves. They do not love themselves. They treat themselves as rag dolls or maybe some unwanted object, & would take their lives just like that. I feel so upset hearing some of these. I want to stop it but how can I? I have no rights! ): But people, my message here is that, dont do foolish things like these? There are always other options, dont seek on that brings your road to an end but to seek one with many paths bringing you to the top. Trust me, because when you regret later, it'll be too late. So people, cherish yourselves and of course the people around you. Do not wait till last minute when things go wrongly, & then you start to cherish. Im sure many of you watch TV programmes and heard this for countless of times. I thank God for showing me my right path of my journey, & teaching me to cherish my loved ones and not to take things for granted. (: But I want to help others too. But how..
Hmmm, I shall not brood over this too. Anyway, thks MUMMY, Evan, Cia, Cj and Roy for your encouragements and advices. Will remember them. (=
Ignorance is bliss
but can it be bliss
when there is more than it meets the eye?
Im not seeking
but it pops
around out of nowhere.
Answers to me
might be cuts
but it might be
a time for me to stop
seeking.
But I can never be thankful enough
to the one who stands high
and protects me
because he brought me this far
Thank You.
Take care my friends. & drink lots of water! Roy, when you see this ah, reminder reminder! (: Swimming carnival tomorrow, but Im missing it! CIAOS~